to my special someone
i know that i've betrayed
your trust by doing all these.
but i can tell u
all these happened because
of my loneliness.
i can't be alone
i don't wanna think
about everything.
im just escaping reality
by mixing around
with different guys.
our future seems so bleak
so dark that i can't see anything.
its hard without anyone
by my side to tell me
everything's alright.
no hugs to ease my pain
no kisses to soothe my worries.
u might think
that im talking nonsense
but while fucking with them
i didn't kiss them
because i didn't love them.
i know its lame
but its really the fact.
i love the way
u always go crazy with me.
i love the way
u accept every single thing
i do.
i love the way
u never seem to mind
any of my extreme irritating
and disgusting bad habits.
i love the way
u always give in to me
without fail.
i love the way
u never despise anything
about me.
i love the way
u look when u introduce
me to ur friends.
the kind of proudness
u have on ur face.
i love the way
that i can totally be myself
when im with u.
i know i have no right
to continue being
the pampered spoilt brat
of urs.
but all i wanna tell u is..
NO ONE LOVES ME LIKE U DO,,
tearstaiinedd`
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